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crap

sometime I have the feeling no one wanna hear what I have to say.
I’m miss to talk to someone about …stuff I like.

my friend who sometimes was listing to my crap, don’t want listing to it anymore.. i don’t know why but … if I tell her that I feel sad about it and that I sometime cry, because i can’t speak with anyone..
she just ignore it.

it’s always like i’m, just listing to the things my friends want talk about..and not the things i’m interested in…
and i’m so bad in making friends.. I just have a few *4* and I can’t talk with anyone about anything.. and the one I always could tell anything.. doesn’t listing anymore.

that’s my private life at the moment…
and i don’t work or go to school…*because I suck in every part of my life*
so i’m just sitting at my laptop .. hanging around tumblr all the time and watching Tv

my life is just crap
fml

A Puzzling Scenario

nice time

i had a wonderful week ....

i was in a town with a beach.. and a harbor ^_^

we (me and my friend) would make holidays without family.. and this week we did it!

Monday

the way to the city and the hotel....

weather at:

     shadow 38°c 

     sun     45°c

     train    23°c

    fist step out of the train 100000000°c

after 3 hours with diffrent climatic zones and a very heavy luggage.. we arrived *yeaH*.. we check in our hotel and walk into our room.. and then we saw out of our window.. and... the sun was gone!.. rain and storm.. it calls a hurricane *perfect* at a island in our naiborhood was a little Tornado (germany has normally no tornados!) .. what a beautiful beginning for our holidays...

after a hour the weather was... nice.. beautiful cold (25^c XD) and we dring our welcome cocktail *yummy*

and then we thought we should make a little walk *sightseeing*

it was very nice ...

we made a little walk into the mud flat

 

and the sundown

 

we had nice days...

except.. i forgot a second pair of shoes... that wasn't good!

our souvenirs

Heroes!

NBC canceled HEROES!

i couln't believe it as i read it... Heroes is such a good series

the first time i heard from heroes was the world tour of heroes.. the first season should start in Germany TV.. they made a lot commercial for it.. big banners in city's and on the TV chanel interviews with the cast.. the first thing i thought about it was ..."why they make such a huge commercial action about it.. what if is a flop?.. they can't know how many people would watch it?!"

i saw the first episode........and i LOVED it!!!.... every episode was a new adventure and i couldn't stop watching it .. the time to see the next episode was so hard, but it worth it!

the story was amazing... normal ordinary people could be Heroes and be extraordinary.

ii wear my Helix necklace with PROUD of an incredible show and a lot of incredible talented Actors, Artists and all other people who work on heroes!

 



can't wait to see the last episode or two or four hour special from Heroes...

ll&p

 

my trip to london

travel diary from my short trip to london

day one (monday)

Germany... rainy... wet and cold weather. i put my clothes in a bag and try to don't forget important things like my passport or money

i'm waiting at my bus and recognized that i forgot my mp3 player...*don't*

at the airport....*don't* i forgot a second pair of socks -.-' ok nothing really important..  my friend and i sitting in the airplane... and it moves..*wuhu*... our first flight *____*... we where very nervose and anxious.. the plane drives very slowly around a curve with  max. 30 kmh or less.... and then it stand at the right course and the pilot turn the hand gear from "slowly drive mode" to "heavy we want fly mode"... very exiting ...we gonna pressed in our seats and i could see out of my window ..and saw the beautiful sundown ..but only some few seconds ... then we were at the clouds ^^... and the only thing i could see was the wing of our airplane

but over the cloud amazing view!!!

The landing was ..nothing to speak of... very unspectacularly.

at Liverpool street staiton...... first policemen we saw .. brish policemen!... standing there with huge machine guns and in a pose like "yeah i have a gun .. i'm a policemen .. and we're the coolest guys ever"... i thought "that is the wrong country.. i want to England and not into the USA"... i try to look not conspicuously.. maybe there where exchange policemen ^^?

we search our hotel... we had a map from our travel agency ...it should be 10 min. footwalk from the station to the hotel... that was wrong!!!!... we walk one or two  hours to find it..the map says we where there.. we should see it..but we didn't .. so we ask a policemen ..she was very nice... but the first thing that she said  us after she saw the address from the hotel was "ohh.. that's MILES AWAY"
.. we were totaly shocked.. then she try to describe the "underground" way.. but after the third station we're forgot the first and second... we're called a taxi ^-^'....27£ from the place we where to our hotel..i'm so angry with the travel agency!!!

ok.. we arrived.. our feets hurts a little bit.. and we're tired... ..nice room everything was fine with the hotel ^^


day two (tuesday)


breakfast... buffed.. nice ..yummy ^^

then we start .... we try to find a way into the city 27£ is far away from the main city ... decided to use the bus.. to we driveway 50 min... and we were not sure where we should exit the bus .. but one time we must ^^... so at a place somewhere at london  we exit the bus.. and walk beside some construction zones and bus stations after two hours we found a bridge...the beautiful lovely Themse and a souvenir shop..and very important .. the tourist busses.. we said "halleleluja"... we take our seats in the bus and drive through the whole city.. over the Tower Bridge beside the Tower of London ... we saw the London Eye..and then the Big Ben *__* and a lot more!!..... we exit the bus at the Buckingham Palace... take some photographs and walk to the Westminster Abbey....*______________*... brilliant architecture!!! (btw.. the architecture in this city is awsome!!).. i love so many buildings

Big Ben and House of Parliement *___*.... ....awsome!!!....

after it we made a city boat tour from London Eye to Tower Bridge and back.. but we made only the half tour ..ergo from london eye to the tower ^^... we want make a tour into the tower .. but we were to late the tower closed in the next hour and only one hour is to less for it.

we eat something at the Tower.. but *urg*... i had a bought chicken and chips *urg*.... the chicken *urg*... the chips was ok.. not my taste but ok... but the chicken... the skin *urg*

look -.-'   --->    

...then we would take a round with the London Eye.... buuuuut ... the eye is far away from the "Tower".....but we're tourists and we said us .. we walk to it... that was a bad bad idea!!!... we walk.. and at the next bridge we lost the Eye... we thought .. let us take a look from the bridge...but the bridge were under construction or better the half bridge.. we walk over the half bridge and don't saw any piece of the eye... the half bridge behind us we walk to the other riverside...we walk and walk... and then the Millennium Footbridge....(the bridge where destroid into harry potter 6 at the beginning from the deadeaters) ... i must walk over this bridge!!...btw.. the sky was dark blue ^^

at the other riverside we could see the eye again... and we walk..and walk walk walk... and saw... the Eye was at the other side of the river *don't*...the next bridge  -.-'... our feet we're death and the legs hurts!!..i had 2 blisters  under my feets -.-*

and we arrived the Eye ... lucky we dosn't must queued ^-^... we sit down at a gondola from the eye.. and enjoyed the view ^^

the way to the hotel... after the eye we try to use the "underground" to come  so close as possible to our hotel... we take two tubes and .. 20 min. later we were at our hotel ^-^

BED!!!

day three (wednesday)

outch!!

i couldn't move... but i want see the changing guards at the Buckingham Palace... and i did!!

we were late.. but the guards were late too...and slow.. and soooooooo many people where there.. i mean that is everyday or every second day... so many people o_O'

look --->                   

 

want go to the Tower... but our legs and feets don't want it so we go to our hotel and want to check out.. but the keycard doesn't work anymore..(check out at 12am (nobody said us)...and it was 15pm..) so we ask and get a new keycard to get our bag.. we are slow.. we get it .. make a little little break 5 min... and then we would use the elevator with the keycard .. but the keycard doesn't work again... and no stairs!!!..lucky there were some people from the hotel  they help us out -.-'...

we made a short stop at king's cross ^^ and bank of england.. and then ....way home XD

at the airport is a wonderful shop names "clair's" ... i love this shop.. i'd bought a lot of alice in wonderland merchandise ^^

london at night from the airplane *________* so beautiful

---> that's not a pic from london.. it's from oslo ..found it at internet ^^.. but london look like that..

lightning lines like lava at a dark ground

ehm... and i forgot to say.. i was hot...so hot....10°c or maybe 15°c.... in germany max. 5°c at this time!!

here some pictures ^^

germany

Construction Cranes everywhere ^^

  Westminster Abbey

 

ben...Big Ben ^^

Tower Bridge

changing guards at Buckingham Palace

 

King's Cross platform 9 3/4

ll&p

smoking *urg*

smoker are sooo lazy!!!!


i have a new job.... and all of my colleagues are smoker (ok the most of them, 16 persons and 2 or 3 non-smoking) first working day for me

6:55am i should meet them... i'm was to early..6:35am ... i wait ... and wait and wait.. 6:53am i see the first person!!!... then i says hello.. and they wait for the other people..*smoking*.....  all of them are came.. and i thought we can drive to work...NOOO.. *smoking breake*.....

7:15am we drive *yeah*... all of them smoking at the car *urg*...i get no oxygen -.-*......

8:05am we are arrive (to late 8:00am we should be there!!!).. ok i thought ..GOGOGOGO WE ARE LATE...but my colleagues make a break *smoking*..

8:15am ... we are working

11:00am break *lunchtime*...smoking

15:00am work finished...*yeah ... we can drive home*..... NOO *smoking break*

15:15am driving home... *at the car ..smoking*

16:05am ...home ...*i don't know but i'm pretty sure they all make a break and smoke after i was at home!!!*


and every day i go at work it's the same.... yesterday we drive circa 2 hours... and we where late *smoker -.-*.... and they must make a driving break......to many breaks for me.. i want work and not make a break!!....

btw... all of them have a gray skin... that not good.. smoking are BAD..and deadly

Alice in wonderland

last weekend i saw it finally ... i saw "Alice in the Wonderland"!...

it is a beautiful movie.... the Cheshire Cat is sooo fluffy...i hope they make a plushy-merchandise of it ^_^

 

i had high requirements in it... because Tim Burton and Alice i had wait that it happend since i saw "nightmare before christmas" !!..... i love the Alice story .. i have reading a lot of Alice fan comics... from a short 2 picture doujinishi to the "alice in sexland" manga/doujinshi .. ergo very diffrent styles of Alice...

    

 

i thought before i saw the movie .. that it's more darker and  more creepy ... but. i love tim's version of alice ... the thing that the clothes of Alice don't "grow" with her is excellent.... and  btw the costumes are lovely!!!...

March Hare!!!!!!... he is so crazy...i love him!!!

 ..the Dormouse is ..very awake...-.-??

all in all ... the movie is great.. and a must have for me ^^!

... a very sad thing is... i was watching the movie with my hat... my beautiful black hat... i put him under my seat... and after the movie he was gone.... stolen... i searched for him but ... hopeless....my hat.. the first time i was wearing him ... and now he is gone  *sad*

ll&p

Spring

the winter end finaly.. YEAH... i can't belive it.. i can see the sunshine...

that's not normal for me ...in every other year in my life i don't want that the winter ends.. but..this time......i don't know.. the snow was perfect and it was so beatiful frozen... but i don't want it this year...my models don't want make photoshoot at winter.. i'm happy that the spring begann...

... i saw a lot of movies this year *29*...

good movie

- (500) days of Summer.....nice storytelling... first day than..248 day.. cool ^^'

- Fogetting Sarah Marshall...OMG.. that was a very very stupid movie...why the hell must i see the genitals from the main character....it wasn't funny and the story don't need it...and the best character is Alsous Snow (Russell Brand) and before i saw that movie.. i thought that this is the stupid character!!!

- Pride and Prejudice.... ehm... originally i want read it..but in a moment of lazyness i thought..that i watch it.. and i'm glad that i did it... ..sry for all pride and prejudice fans... but it was boring..i like
Mr.Darcy *sigh*...and Elizabeth...was okey... but the Sisters *gag!!*...the Twins *gag!*... and the mother *gag!!*....

btw. i was the new movie.. with Keira Knightley

- Book of Eli.......well it was ok... not the best from Denzel.. .. ..but ...okey

- Percy Jackson.......nice to see... but somethings wasn't right... like example...Medusa.. *it was the old Medusa..you know.. she was the one who "dated" Posidon once... and killt by Perseus ...*..and the Hades...sry.. the animation..was amazing.. but the Guy *gag*.... maybe it's because i fellt in love with the Disney Hades... he is the best!!

- Juno.....THE SOUNDTRACK IS AMAZING...*love* and the movie is good... i loke it ^^

- Arielle 2 ... no nooooo noooooooooo..... what they done with Arielle ... Erik fellt in love once in a beatifull, crazy, funny, little girl... she styles her hair with a fork... an 12 years after... she is a queen and makes partys and is a real mother.. pure Erik ... she change to much... .btw ... Erik too... but not so much like Arielle...

... .. now i waiting to see ALICE IN THE WONDERLAND ... next saturday...Tim Burton ...*____*

btw... it exist a new series... ALICE...with Caterina Scorsone as Alice and Andrew Lee Potts  as the Hatter ^__^'...

i want see this Serie... but i don't know how??

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and here some new Photos  ^^..... most of them are from a old shooting....but new edited

 

 

this time you can enjoy my English skill in full and complete .. I did not made a Spelling check XD''

ll&p

movies baby movies!

for this year i want to see 250 movies..(movies i never saw before)  it's a lot..^-^

saw this year 11 movies... ergo i'm good at work XD

one of my faviorits i saw is "the Fall" ... soo nice!.. Lee Pace!!...he is a really good actor.. and the huge pictures *WOW*.. the red desert or the costumes of the person in the "story".. it's a intressting story and the little girl is soo cuuutte *__*

and yesterday i saw "the imaginarium of doctors parnassus"... it's a very *erm*... different movie that i thought .... the character of heath/johnny/jude/coilin is..... different.. i had read in a magazin that he's a man who lost his daughter at the imaginarium of doctors parnassus... but .. that worng ^--^'... the magazin should make more research! BTW the music is amazing !!!! and the grafics too (i mean the opening text and ending .. and the "stage" !)

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bye ^___^

after christmas

chrismas time ends.. and the year too.

2010...

i'm very exited if i think on the upcomming movies 

Avatar

was the first one... and... WoW.. if you saw it.. you know what i mean!

next one

"the imaginarium of doctor Parnassus" 

my brother and i wanted to see it this weekend ..but our stupid cinema ..shows it in a very very little room... i hope that they show it next week in a bigger room !

and than Holmes

and Alice .. *wait*

i hope i can make this year better photo than last year.. want to find my own style!

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some pic from my christmas ^-^

my christmas tree ^^.. tomorrow i remove it -.-'... i look this year better than ever.. but not straight XD'

that is a real pancake!! German style!!! from the best pancake house ever!

and here ... my window today ^^